Ash Wednesday

I went to an Ash Wednesday service at my Episcopalian church early this morning, and got ashes imposed. It was a somber service, the church linens purple, no music, no flowers. Very bare and plain. The priest dipped his hand into the bowl of ashes, and drew the cross on my forehead, he said:

“Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return.”

Saying that to dust we shall return is comforting. No matter who we are, where we have been, what we have done in life, all humans come to the same end: death. Lent is about death: the death of Jesus, the death of Self against human wants versus what God wants. It is a period to examine our priorites in life, and “go into the desert” to prepare ourselves to meet the Risen Christ on Easter.

I had the awesome experience of seeing the Irish choral group Anúna in concert on their 2007 Celtic Origins tour. When they performed Media Vita live, I got goosebumps down my spine. A snippet of lyrics from this site:

Media vita in morte sumus/In the midst of life we are in death
Quem quaerimus ad iutorem nihi site domine/ What helper do we seek except you, oh Lord
Qui pro peccatis nostris /You who for our sins

It is a perfect song for Ash Wednesday no?


Glory to God

“Glory when we are stripped of every hope. Glory in our striving all our life and dying distant of our dreams. Glory in the darkest night. Glory in the cave beneath the steepest mountain on earth. And when we think that even God has died, glory in the faith that cries: I will go on.”
Christin Lore Weber, Circle of Mysteries: The Woman’s Rosary Book. pg. 189

This quote is relevant to me in many ways. Even though I have fallen short in many ways, in all aspects of my life, some small part of me refuses to give up, well, just being me. And my faith will go on. Even though the night is dark, the dawn will surely come, and light will break through.


This journal the musings of an ordinary girl, trying to make her way in the world in an unordinary way. I am a Christian,  currently attending an Episcopalian church although I was raised UCC, fascinated by mysticism, a lover of learning, and in the midst of trying to figure out God’s Plan for me. I am also terrible at introductions, so this will have to suffice for now…